me and my chubby cheeks again.
i am the eldest in a brood of four. i have 3 uberly amazing sisters who are effortlessly beautiful and sexy. i was and will always be their proud big sister. but along with this awesomeness that took them nothing but their genes to have, it had downs too that only i had to suffer. i was the smallest, fattest, dumbest among them. not that i look like a monster not cannot do simple math, not at all. it’s just that when it comes to them i am totally inferior. urgh!=l
i know too that even in the littlest chance, i may have something far more better. but it’s like i’m been growing up not being able to eat whatever and whenever i want. i’ve been working too hard to earn but i can’t enjoy such lavishness because i fear ending up looking like an inflated balloon. again.
it doesn’t suck much to be me though. i have a good bunch of friends who are now my sisters by choice, i have a job that is tiringly-fulfilling (i’m a nurse by the way;}), and a hubby who understands, and listens to all my rants and whims.
girls, there’s nothing more than an eldest sister could ask for but having good-looking, well-mannered, stunning, smart siblings. so love them whether or not they are like you. ;) as for me, i am totally envy but i am happy for them in the same length.;)
in these world where being fat seems like killing someone, don’t fret. loose weight or stay healthy because you have to. because it’s for our own health. stop punishing yourself. life is too short not to savor every little moment, too short not to indulge in all the goodness the world has to offer.
yah i am about to sleep but am looking like i just woke up.haha goodnight..;)
my legs are so tired that you can actually stick a needle on each veins without tourniquets on. pfff!
i’m not fat. i’m just so full of happiness that my body is actually worrying where to tuck it all in. ;))
If you could go back and change one thing about your life, would you? And if you did, would that change make your life better? Or would that change ultimately break your heart? Or break the heart of another? Or would you choose an entirely different path? Or would you change just one thing, just one moment? One moment, that you’ve always wanted back.
– One Tree Hill (via waitingforcourage) Via And then came reality.
shine.stand up.be brave.face every battle as if you came there to win and conquer.you’re too young.be bold and be free.don’t ever ever let the world break you.
(Source: empty-broken-beautiful)
be real, be you.. no one can take away what you have inside you, so let it shine baby.. let the world see how magnanimous you are.. :)
(Source: socolorfullycomplex)
